Wednesday 31 December 2014

" The Universe " ...

So everyone says that your future is written in the starts ...
That everything has a path...everyone has a reason...
Well if the universe already has our destiny written in stone...
That means it was planned...
All the people you meet in your life...
All the memories you hold in your heart...
The tragedies you block away...
If it was set in stone even before you existed...
Then that just means that the whole world...
You whole world...
It has some meaning...
In this universe...
In this time...

But ...

You also have the people who say...
That your destiny is what you make it to be...
Your choice...
Not hers...
Not his...
Heck, not even the universes...
Yours...

So...

What if the universe did actually have your life all planned out...
But it's your right...
Your fight to rewrite the stars...
Make it from the universes story...
To yours...
All those battles within yourself...
The wars you fight to keep a love alive...
Heck, it's our destiny...All of ours...to MAKE our own destiny...
What if we were all brought into this world...
To make OUR mark...
To rewrite the stars...
To be your own person...
To say...hey universe...that's a really great story and all but this is mine...
Don't be a sheep and blindly follow the herd to the slaughter house...
Be the fearless graceful cheetah and glide across life making YOUR mark...
Rewrite the universe...and make it your story...
And she ... is my story...my universe...and my destiny...

Monday 29 December 2014

" The New Journey " ...

Dear Bloggers and Followers,
To all of you I am an anon average girl just getting by life...love...High school...and well as you may have noticed by now...is that all of my old blog posts (100's) of them...deleted. I had used blogging to process all of the dark things in my life...and well it is time to delete them. I was using this blog as an excuse to just escape and not deal with them...However I have learned to realise that I do have this one person in my life whom I love most in this whole world...who'd stand by all these dark times...I don't need to virtually hide myself from reality because I have realised that there is no need to run anymore...that I am not alone in this at all... 
Also, you might have noticed...well that my blog over the past couple weeks were representing someone who was a stranger even to me...They were dark shadows of all the skeletons in my closet...I was very conflicted with a lot of things about myself...my insecurities...However I realised that people read blogs as a way to relate...Their help...escape...and I was making situations a lot worse. Heck I really screwed up...and I won't make that mistake again... 
A healthy mind = healthy body = happy mind = happy body = happy everyone...so from on now...nothing but positive thoughts and that forever lasting positive energy to everyone out there reading this...stay happy...love you all...New beginnings to a new end...:)