" Self - Finding " ...

It just hit me as I said it...
Till I figure myself out...
I'm hopeless...
Till I find my happiness...
I am hopeless...
Till I learn yo love myself...
I am hopeless...
Till I don't feel alone anymore...
I am hopeless...
It feels like I have just been drowned...
In the darkness...
That empty void...
Sucked in...
Gasping for breath...
Lings filling up...
With nothing...
That emptiness...
Nothing but emptiness...
In my heart...
My soul...
Nothing...
And I have to save myself...
Because in the end nobody cares enough to save me...
But me...