" Was I Just Always Blind " ...

Now I'm not at ALL trying to glorify myself...
But I would go through all ends of the world to make them smile...
Especially seeing them in such pain...
No matter what we are or my mood at the time...
If ever see the pain I would want to take that away NO MATTER WHAT...
And I have...I ALWAYS have...
I have just cooled off from one of my "break-down phases" ...
And I just realised...
That they are kind of insensitive...
Me being a totally wrong bitch...?
Maybe...
But right now...
They just clearly DO NOT GIVE A FLYING FUCK about me right now...
None...
Like as if my tears have just lost ALL value...
Worthless...
Nothing...
Absolutely...
Just nothing...
Nothing...