" Cutting " ...

I am scared of who I am becoming...
I am scared of being enveloped in the dark...
It's like a darkness has taken me over...
It's like I just cannot control myself...
I do bad things...
I have become a bad person...
I do not care about my body...
I do not care what happens to me...
I just do not care anymore...
About life...
About my soul...
About my heart...
My broken heart...
My beaten heart...
It's beaten so much, there's no beats left...
No more life left in it...
No more happiness left in my heart...
I am cutting now...
Cutting has made me dark...
Cutting...
I'm just a body going about my life right now...
No soul...
Nothing...
Nothingness...
Emptiness...
Come back to me...