I was trying to get my mind off her the whole day. I couldn't, she's my weakness. So I finally texted her, called her...but she never answered and I guess she hates me...she's tired of me...it's over...I just feel so lost...I want her...I want love...I want her love...The pain that I feel inside is unbearable...No physical pain can ever even compare to it.
I started cutting again today...and I just cannot hold it in anymore...The blood the pain it felt good...I felt free...I felt liberated...I love her...I miss her...cutting...just feels so good...
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