" I Just Miss Her " ...

Todays' post is just I miss her so much...last night with my Princess I just felt like a family. Putting her to bed, laying with her...kissing her goodnight. Waiting up together for her and then just watching over her the whole time...laying with her all three of us together...I feel like an actual family. Then it hit me...we'd never be that...I'll NEVER have that with her...and it stung me. It hurt me so much. And the kind of pain that I feel right now is just such a stab to my heart...I want that...I want her...I miss her...I love her...I miss her...