" I Screwed Up " ...

I screwed up really bad...
All I just wanted to do was to make her realise that she wants me...
But I screwed up really bad...
I miss her...
I love her...
I cannot stop cutting...
I want to stop cutting...
But I can't...:'(
I am scared...
I'm losing it...
I lost her...
I am fucking scared...
:'(...