" What...? " ...

What am I even doing anymore?
What is life anymore?
What is my purpose anymore?
What is the world anymore?
Everything crumbling down...
Everything a whirling mess of problems...
Everything falling apart...
My purpose destroyed...
My baby hates me...
My love hates me...
I want them all back...
My father...
My everything...
My Thatha...
I miss you Thatha...
I miss you so much...
I wish you were here...
To tell me what to do...
To tell me that everything will be okay...
To tell me that my princess will love me again...
To tell me that SHE will be mine again...
Please Thatha...
I miss you...
Please come back...
Please...
I meed you...
Please...