" I Miss Her So Bad " ...

I miss her so bad...
I try and see it as a good thing...
Try and constantly think about all of the times that she was horrible to me...
But...
I just cannot...
I cannot stop loving her...
DESPITE EVERY FUCKING THING...
Why the fuck am I hurting myself so much...
Move on...
But I cannot...
I never can...
It's impossible...
Even after she hurt me time and time again...
Left me time and time again...
I'm just so hurt...
But I fucking miss her...
Miss...
Miss...
Miss her...