" I'm Losing It " ...

I've lost her...
Which means that I have just lost everything...
My Princess...
My Angels...
Everything...
I felt like I was part of a family...
And now...?
I'm an outcast...
It's all gone...
And I've lost it all...
My stupid fucking mistakes...
And I have lost it all...
I should have just dealt with the abuse...
I don't care...
As long as I had thag family...
But now...?
It's just all gone...
Gone...
Gone...
Gone...