" Sadness " ...

4 months...
It shatters me...
And plus other things...
That made her leave me to begin with...
Just hurts...
I don't even know what it is...
But that lump in my throat...
That ache in my heart...
I just dunno...
The second she's back there...
I'm forgotten...
That's the harsh truth...
And it hurts...
I love her...
And that hurts...