" Unfair " ...

This fucking sucks...

I'm leaving... 

Dad might have cancer... 

Cancer fucking breaks my heart... 

And dad!? 

Why the fuck is this happening?! 

Had 1 good dream and 4 nightmares last night... 

Exams... 

This summer... 

Her leaving me... 

And IDK why but her sister... 

Woke up sweating and crying... 

Didn't sleep at all... 

These nightmares have been happening a lot since the past week or so... 

Waking up sweating and crying... 

Same ones... 

EXACT SAME ONES... 

I just can't... 

I don't know why the fuck it's happening... 

But it fucking hurts... 

And I just don't know what to do... 

I hate myself... 

I hate life... 

I just fucking hate everything right now... 

Fucking... 

Hate... 

EVERYTHIHG...