" Today " ...

So today could NOT have gone better...
Just amazing...
My Princess just totally made my day...
It was amazing...
Spent time with my love...
It was super amazing...
And I just couldn't ask for ANYTHING better...
Most amazing day ever with my two babies...
BUT...
Still deep deep deep...
Down inside...
I'm still hurting...
I'm not gonna show it...
Because what good would that do...?
She'll just end up leaving again...
I'm dealing with things...
In my own way...
I am figuring it out...
And I'll be okay...
I hope...
I wish...
But amazing day today...
Just more and more in love with her...
Everyday...
Everyday...
Everyday...